I.just.can't.

"I believe in true love. I believe in love at first sight. I believe love conquers all. And that doesn't mean there's not gonna be hard days or difficult things to deal with, because there will be. But finding that person that does it for you and knowing, that person loves you back. It just makes everything so much easier."-Haley, OTH

Urm. *trying to hold back tears*

No. I just can't.

Be right back.



Oh, the feeelssssss.

Passenger.

 Woke up early today to a heavy heart.

 Its just one of those days..you know? Sigh.

 So I found myself finishing Tuesdays With Morrie....again. I never knew the book could move me in such a way. Maybe I just wish there was a 'Morrie' out there for me to teach me every Tuesday about life and death.

I bought the book way when I was too young to comprehend the meaning of it all. How can you be 18, and already wonder about how to live life until your death? I was 18, clueless, careless in love and all I wanted was the next thing every young girl wanted. I remember reading it back then and thinking it was an awful book. Borrring. Nexttttttt. Then again, back then my genre of reading was more on Chick-lit so I'm actually at awe in how I even managed to pick up this book at that age. But I've grown older, and wiser I hope. And apparently, this book was just what I needed.

Sidenote:

 Was browsing through Youtube, and found Boyce Avenue's version of  'Let Her Go'. Ergh. This song. The lyrics. I just cannot. Oh dear God, my heart is heavy again.

"Dreams come slow, and they go so fast." 

Change. It always has to start somewhere, right?

I'm not a big fan of change. People coming and going, seasons transforming, direction of the wind changing. I am always the type of person who just doesn't understand why everything can't just be..constant.


  To be the best version of me.
  To be a better me.
  A stronger me.
  A more decisive me.
  A more determined me.
    For a deserving you.


And for that, I must change.

Like birds that spread their wings and migrate to survive when harsh conditions are around.

Head/Heart

I am in love.

 I first heard Christina Perri's 'Human' after seeing numerous people comment and review about her new album 'Head or Heart' on her Instagram. So i caved in...

 And it was magical. Then I tried listening to 'The Words' which is also...magical.

 I have fallen in love with Christina Perri. And to know that she wrote all these songs by herself. The album has its own chemistry with Perri, I assume. But I have somehow also found myself connected to her new album.

 Try listening to 'Be My Forever'. It features the ever-so-talented Ed Sheeran.

It'll make you giddy and happy all at the same time, even if you've just had your heart torn apart.