Thursday, May 24, 2012

Like crazy. Literally.

 I don't care.

I don't care about the fact that I have 3 assignments to hand in tomorrow.

I don't care about the fact that I have a lab report due this wednesday.

I don't care about the fact that I have my mid terms in a week and I have absolutely no idea what I have been learning for the past 3 weeks.

I don't care.

I need a break.

And I want it now.


I am tired and I know some people have it worse than I do right now, but all I can say is; good luck!

But everything else can wait because I am taking some of my time for a movie because I have had it up to here with all this....stuff.

 

And, yes. Hand me that box of tissues! 







Saturday, May 19, 2012

'Remember me as a time of day'

Take a look at yourself in a mirror who do you see looking back? Is it the person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be the person you were meant to be but fell short of? Is someone telling you you can't or won't? Because you can.

Believe that love is out there.

Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life.

Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that.

And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.


-One Tree Hill

Thursday, May 10, 2012

"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming"






I have never been more frustrated with a person in the past 2 years I have been living here, than how I am today. 

Bersabarlah wahai hati. 

 Keep going, Faten.

Lets not get ourselves worked up because of one person, okay?


 Take your pick. Beat yourself up about it, or be the better half and just acknowledge the negativity.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Tagging Game.

1. What TV show would you want to work on?

 I don't really have a definite answer, but if this was a life-death decision I'd actually go with Pretty Little Liars. There's just something there about their friendship I've always been fascinated of. Or maybe its connected to the inner side of me which wants to just go back to high school and just re-do everything.

2. If you could say one thing to the person who has hurt you the most, what would you say?

 I never knew you to be such a coward.

3. If you could choose one celebrity to be your best friend, who would it be and why?

 Taylor Swift. I wanna be by her side when she's composing/writing her next hit songs. To be able to see her put all her feelings and soul into a lyrics and to just be able to witness it all would be just out of this world amazing.

4. What song would play at your wedding?

 Ingrid Michaelson's rendition of Can't Help Falling In Love With You.

5. Describe yourself in 10 words.

 Impulsive, ambitious, egoistic, faithful, sensitive, reflective, decisive, determined, selfish, chatty.

6. Tell me something about the person you miss the most in the world right now.

 She was beautiful, talented, brave, and strong. She had the most beautiful smile. She taught me that life doesn't come easy. She taught me that money alone will never be able to make you happy. She taught me that there are people in this world who will be willing to do anything to take you down, but then there are those who will die trying to make you rise from all the defeat. She taught me the importance of education. She's everything I wish I could be. The person I miss most in the world..is my mother.

7. Have you ever betrayed a friend? If so, how and why?

 Yes, and I'll never be able to get over the fact that I hurt her. We were 15, and like ordinary 15 year old's, we had boy trouble. We liked the same guy only that I was willing to do anything to make sure she didn't get him. I wasn't proud of it, and like I said I'll never be able to forgive myself for what happened. In the end, we both didn't get him. He's now happily in love with her best friend; and I couldn't be any more happier for him.

8. Describe your perfect day.

 A sunny day, where I'd go to the bookstore with him, fight over which book to read and end up buying books we both wouldn't like, go to the park and sit under a tree while we immerse ourselves in books.

9. At what point in your life have you been able to look at and say, “That’s when everything changed?”

 2006. I was sixteen and the biggest problem I ever thought I would face was why the boy next door wouldn't call me. Then came April, and my mom passed away. Suddenly, the world didn't revolve around me anymore. Life wasn't about trying to decide what clothes to wear, or planning the next party with friends. It was more than just about me. I had a family to take care of. A dad to support. A brother to raise. I guess, that's when everything changed. I'm glad though. I became a person so much better than the person I was 6 or 7 years ago.

10. What was the last party you went to?

 A birthday party, to be honest. We went to an all-you-can eat cake buffet to celebrate a friend's birthday.

11. One quote that sums up who you are the best:

 “Next to being married, a girl likes to be crossed in love a little now and then.”-Jane Austen

 I fall in love too much; and that might just be my biggest flaw.