So much has happened in the past two months, I don't even know where to begin.
Goodbyes
As you all know, I went home for summer break. Bonded with my brothers and fell in love a little here and there. This isn't the first time I've gone back for summer break, but it sure did feel different during the goodbyes and hugging session at the airport. One of my brothers (the eldest) is engaged and is getting married next September. I have mixed feelings about this. So does this mean I actually have to share my brother, now? Well, I don't want to..please? Pretty please?
My eldest brother and I aren't always on the same page. We bicker about so many things, you seriously wouldn't wanna be standing near us. But this time since I was staying at his place, we bonded over so much stuff. At one moment it actually seemed like there weren't any secrets left between us. We shared and laughed. He watched as I cried and crumbled. I watched as he picked me up and mended my bruises and scars. Its sad to know the next time I see him, I might not be able to freely do stuff like watching 2 seasons of How I Met Your Mother straight in one day. Or riding the motorcycle with him just to find that delicious Goreng Pisang stall Papa used to go to. *sigh* But its okay. I know that no matter what happens, I know he'll always have my back; even when he's married.
One other hard goodbye session had to be with him. Its amazing how spending only two weeks with a person can give such a big impact on you. We didn't talk much on the way to the airport. Actually, we didn't really talk at all. For a moment, it actually felt like we were just letting our hearts speak for us. But it was probably for the best. Words could've possibly ruined that perfect moment we had that night.We never really uttered the words "Goodbye, take care". It was more of a simple "I'll miss you but its okay, 'cause I'll see you soon"; and I believe that's the best goodbye you could ever get.
I'm feeling 22
I have finally grown a year older. *cringe* Then again, 22's just an age. I still go crazy over Disney movies and I still memorize the full lyrics to Little Mermaid's 'Under The Sea'. Take me to Disneyland I will still be waving like a maniac trying to get Mickey Mouse to wave back at me. Anyways, thank you everybody for the birthday wishes and for the beautiful presents. Don't worry, my cactus is still alive..I think. *cringe*
And to end off with a quote from my current obession;
"You don't know about me, but I bet you want to. Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we're 22" -Taylor Swift, 22
Now please, go out and get that new Taylor Swift album. Trust me, you will not be disappointed.
xoxo
